Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Thoughts

I had been thinking lately, What will happen if Shayne ,Pete, PGHK & fellow friends not exist ? Will my life be empty ? Its complicated because somehow I want my life to be very ordinary, but I feel bored about it now, I can't even tell what I really want my life to be, how pathetic..

I m a middle-aged man, not much time left for me to waste, my one & only achievement in my life was my appearance, the determinations for surgery & diet plans. It does change a little but not satisfactory, & I m getting weak to move on though, I need a stronger factor to boost me up. Idol & 'the one' I had been obsessed with, dont seems to work anymore, realistically they were just a dream.

Still, my life goes on, no matter what.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

陈松伶~我永远的生命天使






她的美,很健康,看了使人觉得舒服,她的歌,渗透力很强,她的人,
很真,善良的内心,完全流露,她的才气,实而不华,她是我的永远的
生命天使,陈松伶 !



A trip to Kuantan





The beach, the sun, delicious seafoods, temples , so much more, it was FUN ! I ate too much, as a result, I ve gainned 4 pounds, holy cow ~~, now I m too lazy to get back to Gym..





Thursday, October 11, 2007

我不是爱过就算的人

决定转载这篇在写我的文章,不能否定他是有道理的,但爱情总是这样,得不到的最美,我是无法忘记这段迷恋之情的,谁说这样就会很苦?值不值得,就只有当事人我才能回答了,我这朋友真狠,写得那麽入木三分,我不都说过了,做不该做的事,爱不该爱的人,天天不都在重復的重復吗?这就是人生啊。。


以下是他写我的原文 :

我有一个大朋友,一直默默的爱着远方的一个人,而那个人却一直不喜欢他,甚至这一生永远可能都见不到面,但是网络接触使他的爱越来越深,越来越无法自拔,就这么一直傻傻的、痴痴的、毫无回报的单恋着、幻想着,痛苦却又幸福着。有人为他不值,有人替他惋惜,他却一直坚持着。刚认识他时,我安慰他,开导他,慢慢的,我厌倦了安慰,因为说什么他也不会懂,应该说不想懂,也许就是歌曲里唱的“爱情的毒”,他永远逃不出来。后来慢慢的,我开始责骂他,羞辱他,希望能让他逃出这个陷阱,可是他还是盲目的不知道在坚持些什么。最后,我也对他失去耐心了,就让他痛苦吧,痛苦到死去就不会痛了。


人都是贱的,还真是这样。事已至此,居然还发这首歌给我,告诉我他的爱是认真的,我听到他的话,仰天长“笑”,怎么贱人这么多?大家都开开心心的,无所顾忌的,不想太多的相处不好么?为什么偏要弄些不开心的事情困扰自己?

当一个人给予我的只剩下烦躁、焦急和生气的时候,我会丢掉这个人,也是为了他好,不然我不知道会做出什么事来伤害。



臭猫死猫,你给我记住 !
哈,还是谢谢你的一片关心啦。