I had been thinking lately, What will happen if Shayne ,Pete, PGHK & fellow friends not exist ? Will my life be empty ? Its complicated because somehow I want my life to be very ordinary, but I feel bored about it now, I can't even tell what I really want my life to be, how pathetic..
I m a middle-aged man, not much time left for me to waste, my one & only achievement in my life was my appearance, the determinations for surgery & diet plans. It does change a little but not satisfactory, & I m getting weak to move on though, I need a stronger factor to boost me up. Idol & 'the one' I had been obsessed with, dont seems to work anymore, realistically they were just a dream.
Still, my life goes on, no matter what.