Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Thoughts

I had been thinking lately, What will happen if Shayne ,Pete, PGHK & fellow friends not exist ? Will my life be empty ? Its complicated because somehow I want my life to be very ordinary, but I feel bored about it now, I can't even tell what I really want my life to be, how pathetic..

I m a middle-aged man, not much time left for me to waste, my one & only achievement in my life was my appearance, the determinations for surgery & diet plans. It does change a little but not satisfactory, & I m getting weak to move on though, I need a stronger factor to boost me up. Idol & 'the one' I had been obsessed with, dont seems to work anymore, realistically they were just a dream.

Still, my life goes on, no matter what.

5 comments:

Joe Lim said...

Dont luan luan think lah....be happy.Go easy with your life.Do the things that will make u happy always.Anyway "Happy Halloween" to you.

David said...

Wantan,
As you mention, no matter what, life goes on... Yes! thats true.

Keep up your faith & try think of the bright side... Those unhappy thing would not be lasting that long... There would be a rainbow after the storm... believe me :)

I can understand your feeling right now. As when our age getting older, it's very easy for us to get emotional... we would either think of the thing we haven't achieve or we really scared that our time might not enough to full filled our dreams... I had also experience this before too...

Well, Life is really wonderful...
we really can't live alone n this world... You should be thankful to every persons & every moments which walked in your live...

To be your ownself & proud with yourself with everything you have now... Stay strong & all the best to you buddy :)

Joze Foo said...

if got time read this book...The Secret...better that filled your mind with negative thoughts..

David (AKK) said...

yup... do spend more time on some volunteer works & reading or ritual practice, your thought would definetely opened wider oh :)

Gambatte neh!

yam9972 said...

Joe,Joze,David, u guys are so sweet, Kiam xia.