I realized that I had a bad temper or with another word, un-controllable temper & emotional nowadays. People in my community used to say, person who is at their older age, they became heinous if they dont get married, a weirdo !?
I don't know, but I so want to control it but the thing is, I felt regret only after my temper had exploded.
This is bad, really bad ! Hm.. I think I should do chanting & repenting more.. hehe.